Sir_Crew

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 05:31:16 GMT

It was the weirdest thing today.

I actually saw Karen at uni.

Extract from a refil pad today

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 09:52:08 GMT

When I met you I had no life and next to no friends and everything was going nowhere. I wouldn't have met most of the people I have at uni if I hadn't met you first, you make everything seem so big and possible (except chem) and I'm gonna get really mushy on you here and say that you saved me from being lost."

Awwww :'>'''''''

A convo involving that turns life from being sad cos you're worrying about a friendship with someone that means a lot to you, to being happier than you've been in ages knowing that everything is great.

Hiho

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:21:14 GMT

Howz it graving?

Played rugby for the first time in 9 weeks yesterday, and i didn't play half bad. 2 mins on the field, and already their tall redhaired captain was trying to give me some "heavy" words. I was laughing when he walked off ^^ And i dropped some guy flat on his arse in the last minute which got me a few pats on the back. Felt fine, played well, head didn't spin, so hopefully i'm cured! hehehe

things have been a bit rough in the last week, but things are getting better. Losing one friendship, but i don't want to say anything cos she's happier than shes been in a long while. Trying to strengthen some other ones. Amazing how easily we forget the importance of our friends.

And i'm suddenly liking lots more food. Cheese, yams, wine, more vegetables, breads, fruits, nuts, curries etc etc. It's good.

Been slacking off with my uni work, leaving off as much as i can till the holz. but i shud really do sum work this week anyway. having 15 hours of lectures to write up isnt adviseable...

"I talk so much shit I am forced to breathe thru my ass"

Apparently my new nickname is the terrorist, due to crew cut and ragged islamic-looking beard.

Does anyone know where to buy decent antipasta in wellington? I fell in love with it when in italy, and can't find it anywhere. Olive oil, tomato, capsicum, articoke hearts, ... *drools*

Stay groovy

~Pete

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 05:38:25 GMT

Sitting on the overbridge the other day, and I was talking to one of the guys from the writing club at school. Somehow our conversation got onto Literotica (probably discussing the competition that we are all trying to enter lol). And James was saying how some of it is quality, and some of it is utter utter shite. And here I was agreeing wholeheartedly (don't ask. Or do, if you dare...). And then he said the word fanfic, and he went off like a rocket. "OMG! NOT FANFIC! I mean you take the worst worst worst ever erotic fiction, and then RUN, RUN AS FAR AS YOU CAN THAT WAY *points* AND YOU'LL STILL NEVER GET TO HOW SHIT IT IS. THOSE YOUNG GIRLS MURDERING EVERYTHING..." etc, in a loud and humourous way with a smile on his face. I just sort of sat there, and said "I aint gonna say a word" in a loudish voice. Because I knew Aimee was sitting on the next couch aimed towards my back, and there was no way in hell i was gonna turn round and see if she heard it :P

Well I found it highly humourous anyway.

Oh, and Karen, I must be up to Number 5.

Stay sockrocking everyone!

~Pete

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:56:24 GMT

I wrote a poem last night. The first one in.... a very long time. Almost as long as I last posted.

Its far from edited, but i think i'll leave it. Im not as sad as I was last night, so i don't think it wud do it justice.

I am a spoon

I am a spoon.
Cold as grey.
Soul-sieving,
Like a lithe laddle.

My curved face
Distorts reality.
Not even an accessory
For a handbag.

The knife and fork
Run off to play,
To dance along
And act so gay.
While I rest,
Wallow,
Swallow,
And crumble.

I am a spoon without soup,
My one use stolen,
By some loaf.

Forgotten on the table.
I am a spoon.

If i ever edited, i'd take that soul-sieving bit out. So blatantly there just for the sound devices.

Other than that, I am fine.

Working on my erotic fiction piece for the womans' group. Just deciding on if I submit it under "Petra Clark" or under a female friends name.

Heh heh heh.

~Pete

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 09:52:24 GMT

Hey all. Yeah its been a while since ive updated, so shoot me. cant be bothered writing up the last months, so i'll jst do a meme i stole off Karen. thank u m'dear *curteseys*

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Tintin and the strip cartoon in Europe, the" and a pic of Tintin in black and white speaking french. That seems to summarise the book well. It is the complete companion to Tintin after all :P

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. Touching a bit of panneling stolen from an old campervan.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Erm Oceans 12

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
10:03

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time. 10:05

6. Besides the computer, what else can you hear?
... Nothing. the pc hums too loud. Oh and the tv does too :P

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? About 7:10 to go for a walk along the beach with the family. twas nice.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
pictari.com, and how its nt fukn workn for me the past couple of days.

9. What are you wearing?
shorts, leg hair, briefs, snail trail, runathon singlet, crew cut.

10. Did you dream last night?
Yeah sum screwed up shit, cnt rmmbr properly

11. When did you last laugh?
Um...last proper laugh wud have been....cant remember. half-hearted was at dinner dwn the road after the walk.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A bright green paint and random posters.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
A boy racer car decked out in "Professionals" signage.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Short and nasty?

15. What is the last film you saw?
Chicken Little. gr8 movie

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A lazyboy, a psychiatrist, yearly donations to most charities, airfares to see my frnds all over the country, cool gifts i see (for self and others), stock advisor and a shit load of shares. and some panadol.

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Reintroduce natural selection so that we don't kill the planet and doom ourselves.

18. Do you like to dance?
.... pass? I can waltz, if tht means anything?

19. George W. Bush
Fucktard. both of them. I love the person who said "Last time we followed a bush, we wandered the desert for 40 years"

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Elizabeth

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Gaius (or...sumthn more normal. or sumthn)

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
sure

23. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Ha!"

23b. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
"Sod off!"

hmm, karen, call me sumtime. bitch. sarah, give me a ring so we can work out the night out sometime. finally lol. toodle peep!
~Master of Hug

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:14:29 GMT

Hey all.

Sorry its been a long time since ive ...posted, yes thts the word. Break away hs been ok till now, where i refused to stay in a friends construction site so have abandoned family for a dorm room in bakers lodge in motueka. hw cud the guy below me have an old fashioned alarm clock set for 5:50?!?!?!?!

eh.
anywayz, am shooting thngs 2day, then fishing 2moro.

counter counting down, mst run.

hope u all hd a gr8 xmas and HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!! *HUGGLES!!!!!!!*

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 05:57:22 GMT

Gah. I have been summarising Human Evolution like...ALL day. If it takes that long to revise, how long will it take to study...? Well, guess I'll find out 2moro, cos i have to memorise it for a test on monday. The joys of skool I spose.

Seriously tho, study bites. Like a weevil thats found a very delicate part of your bum. Not speaking from experience tho...

Somehow fluked an E for my seminar, and E for my bio report which im happy about. not a thing wrong with it, but he siad i have to work on my verbosity b4 the schol and lvl 3 exams. in which case... i am fukd :)

Stupid msn not letting me on.

How is everyone?

Went to a small small party last night with Emily-Jane. Cool fun. Battle Royale is teh greatest movie. Then we wandered off down to a park, and tried to swing on those child swings. My poor fat arse...

Seriously, those schol exams of mine which require essays... i'm utterly fucked for. i dont know how to be concise and succinct. shit, when i do that in english, i do it too much, and im told to expand more! fuckn english - bio/classics devide. I seem to be swearing a lot. ...

...

...Fuckn A!

Sent in for a job at Med Labs in welly. Hopefully get me sum work for xmas.

Im really too drained to write. Good luck for all your exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Sends Macaroons dressed in the diadem and white sash of luck to all my pretties*

~That Guy

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 21:39:56 GMT

i wrote a list on the back of my hand, containing everything i had to do by sundown today. ...the list is so long, that i have to turn my hand round 120 degrees to see all entrys :) it lookis like i have sum funky tattoo.

and even tho i pulled an allnighter working, and havent slept since before school yesterday, i feel fiiiine. maybe those 3 royal crown draft colas, lift plus, popcorn, and m&m's had sumthing to do with it tho...hmmm...

the publication is looking cool. cant do anymore till THORP GETS OFF HIS LAZY ARSE AND SENDS ME THE REST OF THE EDITED PIECES SO I CAN FINISH THE BASTARD... *coughs*. it does look ok tho. you all better be buying a copy. its only $3. its WORTH it. they make teh best xmas gift to rellies. either the ones you like or the ones you dont like.

anywayz, betta check emails for thropy and stuff. take care!!!!!!!!!!!

~P

Yeah, ... that sounds like me in a nutshell

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 10:40:49 GMT

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Yeeep. That sort of sounds about exactly right. Well, not the whole it going right all the time part, but thats my general approach to everything. Lol, interview for a semi important international science forum. 1 minute in, all 3 of us in our suits, the 2 guys from head of Lions in welly included, were laughing our heads off. Good fun, good fun...

Your Inner Child Is Scared

Like a kid, you tend to shy away from new experiences.
You prefer what's tried and true - novelty is scary!
New foods, new places, and new friends are difficult for you to deal with.
Some say you're predictable, but you enjoy being comfortable.

How Is Your Inner Child?

...slightly a bit off. the old me, when i was actually a child, hell yes. but now....not so much...

damn it Karen, you have me hooked!

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

...Bullshit! Just ask the Troll with the Morange Bowl for crying out loud!

You are an Atheist

When it comes to religion, you're a non-believer (simple as that).
You prefer to think about what's known and proven.
You don't need religion to solve life's problems.
Instead, you tend to work things out with logic and philosophy.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

...uh, really? :|

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

hmmm....thats a bit diff to wat my MENSA memmbership tells me. According to them i must have an IQ greater than 136 if i passed their test...

You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)

You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas.
Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

And thats the perfect way to round me off :)

Goodnight!

IN A BROKEN DREAM by Python Lee Jackson (Featuring Rod Stewart)

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 09:21:57 GMT

IN A BROKEN DREAM by Python Lee Jackson (Featuring Rod Stewart)

Every day I spend my time
Drinkin' wine, feelin' fine
Waitin' here to find the sign
That I can understand
Yes I am.

In the days between the hours
Ivory towers, bloody flowers
Push their heads in to the air
I don't care if I ever know
There I go

Don't push your love too far
Your wounds won't leave a scar
Right now is where you are
In a broken dream
Did someone bow their head ?
Did someone break the bread ?
Good people are in bed
Before nine o'clock.

On the pad before my eyes
Paper cries, tellin' lies
The promises you gave
From the grave of a broken heart
Hmm

Every day I spend my time
Drinkin' wine, feelin' fine
Waitin' here to find the sign
That I can understand
Yes I am. Oh.

I sit here in my lonely room

Don't push your love too far
You know your wounds won't even leave a scar
Right now is where you are
In a broken dream
And don't you forget what I say

Hoo, hoo

If you haven't got that song, DOWNLOAD IT NOW. No questions. NOW!!!!!!!!!
~P

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 10:07:49 GMT

...just look at my new display pic.

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 04:53:46 GMT

Schol chem day

Twas...fun of sorts. Lots of fun incidents. Plus Nat was in my group for the day :P Poor poor girl...*shakes head solemnly*

But yeah, lots of fun moments.

Nat: (Across the otherside of the hall before practical) *Looks at me, as if she knew who i was*
Me: *Random spastic happy face and waves*
Nat: *Mouths Pete...*

Tom: You guys don't have to make fools of yourselves
Me: *starts dancing*

Me: Yeah, I only push Eleanor's friends round.
*Gently pushes Nat in the shoulder*
Me: See!
(Nat shoves back :P)

Me: *Gently annoying Nat slightly*
Nat: See, cos guys are this annoying, this is why girls become dykes!

Random girl walks past
Me: HEY!
Her: ...hi?

Got really bored during the final lecture, so I wrote up a random sheet of stupid things and gave it to Nat. I drew the devil, but within his head was a separating funnel :P I thnk I had a set of equations on it, which went:
Chocolate + Eleanor = Bliss
Bliss + Moon-jumping = Over-the-moon
Over-the-moon + Under-the-moon = Hit-the-moon
Hit-the-Moon + Velocity = SPLAT!

Yeah, and so forth. Twas some fun in it. And a weeee bit helpful. I surprised myself by being able to actually do most of the questions even tho I havent looked at my level 3 notes since my external last year :P

I haven't been able to contact Eleanor for 2 days :( I thnk she was at a friends, but the one time I got thru on her fone, she hung up before a word was said either way! I hope everything is ok...*worries madly*
~Pete

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 10:32:04 GMT

Woah!

This thing still exists?

Weird

Hellll-oooo.

Hellll-oooo.

Hellll-oooo.

Hellll-oooo.

Hellll-oooo.

Hellll-oooo.

Hellll-oooo.

Anywayz, ...

Um...dreadfully happy with Eleanor. The star of my life :)

Have started going thru and downloading every song ever sung by the Beatles. God, the things I do for love...

Balls was so whicked (can't remember if i've posted for this or not). Meh, twas fun. Especially freaking out E's friends. Tho she instigated all of it. Honest. I just mimicked what she did *grinz*

Um... wonder if the Troll with a Bowl has said anything about my email...

hehehehe. No way in hell she will be able to see her without cracking up now :P

hahahahahaha. "She's better looking than me" "Wait, ...does she still have that bowl cut?"

God, love her so much.

OOO. went to the "What you Will" play at High on friday. Sooooooooooooooooooooooo whicked cool! Wish more plays were like that. Should be heading off to Were-rabbit on Monday with E. Yay. And got the right version of Aristophanes off Tatts. Now to burn dvd copies...

Um...wat else.

So exhausted

Bloody school work. Just finished first draft of bio report. Still needs proofreading....

....

...All TWENTY NINE pages of it.

Bloody bullshit.

Anyway, on a better note, trying to work out this years pub. Will start properly 2moro. I was thinking of famous movies for the different sections. Like, Fight Club, Moulin Rouge. I'd like to put in Shawshank Redmption, but i need to see if it'll fit in with the works. Oh, also 2001: Space Odyssey, and Romeo + Juliet. There is sum real awesome work in this years 1. I really like it :) And you all betta buy a copy!!! They're only $3, and its a pretty decent read...

Anywayz, i need sleep. Take care all. Hear from you soon Karen....:P *evil murmerings* hehehe

*Hugs all* Yes, you too Karen...

~Pete

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 00:16:09 GMT

Hey all. Few people that you are :P

Everything should be ok. Just got to remember a tip or two. Not a point, a tip. Way too many bad jokes with Eleanor about making points, raising an argument, reaching the climax of a discussion... :D

Oh, and I thought you'd like to know Karen that i clicked the doorwhores of Supre. Tho... he was looking STRAIGHT at me, so i was walking past with my head down, and just as I passed him, I did what had to of been the loudest clicks I ever did :D

Walking round town a bit with Eleanor, clicking random people...bahahahahaha.
Eleanor: *clicks*
Me: Um...that guy had headphones on...

Me: No, don't click those guys. I don't trust their dodgy smokingness
Eleanor: *clicks*
Me: *gets alarmed*

Me: I bags clicking those people!
(group of 3 business people about to walk past)
Me: *clicks when they are right beside us*
Me: *keeps walking normally, looking straight ahead*
Eleanor: *looks back, to find the people looking at her...*
hehehehe

Lots of good fun. And meeting some of E's friends. And bumping into Karen :D:D:D:D I am tres sorry you missed your buses tho hun *gives Dan Carter covered in white chocolate to you as forgiveness* ... :P

anywayz, ive got 6 hours of calc 2moro (3 hours of level 3 mandatory and 3 hours of level 4 selfimposed...), so i need study. take care every1. gud luck with exams!!!!!!
~Pete

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 11:42:18 GMT

Guess what? I fucked up again. Anyone surprised? You shouldn't be by now. I am an arse. Really. I am. A horrible one.

Lost. Not me, but a quantity, or more probably, a quality. Which can never be recovered. "Great going once again Pete!"

Honestly, you'd expect me to learn or something? Yet noooooooooo, I still go round fucking up to high Heaven.

...

I really shouldnt be updating now. Now is hardly a representative state. Tho, knowing my luck, it will be a representative state for the future. In which case... *curls into a little ball and drowns in puddle of own tears*

...

And for the first time in ages, I wrote a poem. Sure its just a miserable bastard cursing the moon, but its better than nothing.

Curse'ed moon!
Crescent candle,
Desir'st extinguished!
Your pale wishes
Too bright
For this shadow.

My soul,
A crater
In your pocked skin.
Such joy,
Followed,
Equivably,
By such despair.

You,
An eternal smile
Of the lovely Heavens.
Hypocritical wedge that you are.
Soon,
Soon,
Shall you meet
Charon again.

Hope you like it.

Or loathe it. Wateva.

___

For the past few weeks, i've had a ":) 4uE" on the back of my right hand. Tonight I wiped the ":)" out, and it shall probably stay absent for a bit. (No, i didn't screw up that bad with her. We're still together. Just... some pitiful sadness thanx to me).

___

Stay cool.

~FuckWit

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 08:44:22 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

yeah, i know. waaaaay too many updates. but i'm procrastanating, so... sorry.

i know you'll understand

Study @ Vic day

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 07:04:04 GMT

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 04:51:14 GMT

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet adept_starsong? Writing group
2.~What would you do if you had never met adept_starsong? Jump off a cliff
3.~What do you honestly think of adept_starsong? A Goddess in my heart
4.~Would or did adept_starsong and adept_starsong go out? Yes, every minute that she went out.
5.~Have you ever liked adept_starsong? Like a guy...likes a friend?
6.~If hair_clip died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? That she rocks the planet.
7.~Would adept_starsong and adept_starsong make a good couple? Like Ying and Ying
8.~Describe adept_starsong in 3 words: Bouncy heavenly chocolate
9.~Do you think adept_starsong is hot? Oh hell yes :P
10.~Would hair_clip and adept_starsong make a lovely couple? o_0? ?!?!?!?! That would be weird
11.~What do you think of when you see adept_starsong? Some randomn Monty Python picture of bars of music in space.
12.~Tell me something humiliating about adept_starsong: *click* ?
13.~Do you know any of adept_starsong's family members? The banana brother which is way too smart for all justice? In a nice way, of course.
14.~What's adept_starsong's favorite color? Yellow?
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is adept_starsong? 1-10
16.~What would you do if chibi_ultimecia just professed their undying love for you? Learn to drive a car
17.~What language does adept_starsong speak? Um...bastenglish
18.~Who is adept_starsong going out with? adept_starsong
19.~Is adept_starsong a boy or a girl? girl
20.~Would adept_starsong and chibi_ultimecia make a good couple? once again, o_0? ?!?!?!?! That would be weird
21.~Who do you think adept_starsong would be great with from this list? Me? as i'm the only guy....:P
22.~When was the last time you talked to adept_starsong? About 3 hours ago. After a swingage session
23.~What is adept_starsong's favorite band? Well, she hates the voice of the lead singer from Golden Horse if that counts.
24.~Does adept_starsong have any siblings? Ja
25.~Would you ever date adept_starsong? ... pah. could be interesting
26.~Would you ever date adept_starsong? see above
27.~Is adept_starsong single? I don't think there are more than one of her, so yes.
28.~What is adept_starsong's last name? Chow
29.~What is adept_starsong's middle name? I think she swore me to secrecy on that one...
30~What is adept_starsong's fantasy? Hot!Karl with a bottle of body chocolate.
31.~Where does adept_starsong live? The Hill suburbs
32.~Would you make out with adept_starsong? ...come on, what sort of questions are these!
33.~Are adept_starsong and adept_starsong best friends? BAAAAAHAHAHAHA. Of course
34.~Does adept_starsong like adept_starsong? I fucking hope so. Boy do i need more people on my list.
35.~How did you meet adept_starsong? See WELL above
36.~Is adept_starsong older than you? its a possibility
37.~Is adept_starsong the sexiest person alive? Of course :P

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:10:57 GMT

Ramblings, stuff from meeting, note or two for Zsofi and Aimee if they're around.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 08:20:18 GMT

Tom- "Apparently Jimi Hendrix got kicked out of the army for being caught wanking in the male toilets"
Thorpy- "Yeah, I think he got kicked out for a number of things, including that. I think the main thing he got booted for tho was always playing his guitar in his free time"
Tom- "What the hell's wrong with that?"
Thorpy- "I don't know. What else is he supposed to do in his free time. Atleast it kept him from wanking"

Its funny how all of Thorps arguments seem to do a full circle in the most inappropriate way.

Thorp- "This school is too bloody PC"
Me- "And we can see you're doing your part to balance that up, aye Sir" [after he was slagging off golf and soccer for a few minutes]

Um... fucking fuzz. lying cunt. i should have just fucking dragged him up to High. He needs to grow some balls as well. Christ, just cos he slagged off one of the ppl there the nite b4, he's too chicken shit to turn up. For fucks sake! I had Aimee going round blackening my name at WGC, and Z on not quite so favourable terms, for the first meeting, yet I still fucking turned up. He can go have as many nipples pierced as he likes, and he still needs to grow some nuts.

But otherwise, meeting was good. Only 12 ppl seemed to be ok. plus over ration of biscuits.

I've developed a new...thing, that I do. Wheneva i'm feeling downish, and im in direct contact with ppl, i act so incredibly eccentric, and go about as if everything in the world is a crackup. some of the jokes i tell in this period are quite lame. infact, almost all the jokes i tell in this...ok. almost all the jokes i eva tell... . But yeah. I apologise for any bad bad jokes today phallas, but i'm having trouble with the odd friend or two, and the realism was sort of compacted into one afternoon. One friend who i'm having trouble communicating with, one who ...i dont know, doesnt seem to care much, and one friend who mwheneva i'm around them, i feel so humbled and belittled, cos they've done all these ...things, that i'll neva know, nor experience or ANYTHING. So, yeah. This happened at school today as well. Thats why I sort of took the Manob joke to new heights. There's a guy at skool called Manoj, and in yr 9 a student teacher called him Manob, and the obvious implications it has when said in a guys school. Yeah. Me and a few others shouting out commentary to what was happening to him. "Stop smacking Manob", "Stop beatingManob", "Manobs attacking people", and of course, "Manob's attacking me". And then today,...we, i , started a list in calc of good ones. Manob wont fit thru the door. Manobs standing up. Manobs got Measels. and of course, Manob's gone black. I almost broke the OHP as I dived into calc to escape him.

He actually doesnt mind me calling him that, cos atleast im not calling him Pritish. There was a guy called Pritish, who has been in one of my classes each year every year. Except this year, he isn't, and Manoj is for once, so..i kept accidentally calling him Pritish. Anyway, enuf of this.

Altho a lot of my happiness was forced, the reaction to The Letters to the Devil wasn't :D From the first line, I couldnt help cracking up. I almost...almost fell off my chair i was laughing so hard. So, yeah, that was genuine. Thank you gals.

Deeper symbolism of a mouse writing a poem (this is directed to Z, who prolly isnt reading this, but anyway). I didn't mean anything deeper really. But thinking back, there is, cos...I wrote this poem based on personal experience basically. From a few hours b4 writing it. Hence, my motivation and "this is very un-Peter-Clark-like"(from thorpy) style. Cos, yeah. I'd shown the poem to someone, which is supposed to be really deep (wondering if ANYONE got the real meaning of the poem? That altho the uniform is like an armour and defence, what is important is the honour it gives you. Cuirass doest bar skin from arrow, ie physical armour. But hue gives the straight and narrow, ie, the hue and feelings it inspire and courage give you the path to this danger, it takes you to the place where you are at war and in danger, it gives you the courage to go, where the arrows fly "straight and narrow". Bound in steel plates bravery lives, ie ...obvious, but notice the comparison of how line sounds with next. clunky compared to grace of next. But honour, a single thread gives, ie just one thread of the uniform gives you all this honour, and that it doesnt have to be a full set of suit armour. the power of the one thread is more powerful and important than the whole), and honour is something important to me, and i do try to make it more important in the world ( which according to my english report soon to be written is a bad thing as an increase in honour in society means that the slow revolt against revenge will be reversed). i know i over reacted. "nice" could be worse, and it isnt a great poem. but...one word, for something that took so long and meant so much? who wouldnt feel shattered. And did really like the flow of the fading part in your piece. really really loved it.

I really wished that prose exercise for BG gave more instructions (prolly more for Aimee, if shes reading, which again is prolly not, but anywho). its so...gah. NEED MORE INSTRUCTION. blindly follow their limited instructions. and I thort your prose was pretty good. maybe put in a really striking image or two, just to really give it a favourable remembrance. And, yeah, same for the piece about the uniform. Some of it really stood out as ...as... *words* good, memorable, nice social commentary, intelligent commentary etc, but maybe a nice image or two, as it is poetry after all. maybe develop the peppermint and navy blue idea in some way. yeah. oh, and if you're reading, ask me to show you my creative writing draft, for the internal. just like the Wade story, for both my drafts, i based it on a real event, to some extent (ha! christ, even in prose i rhyme. seriously, in the 1st 2 original paragraphs i wrote for the prose, their were 5 examples of rhyme, alliteration, assonance...). so...yeah. I wrote about you and me randomnly being paired up for some BG activity. things which emerge NOT based on real beliefs. but yeah, if you want, you can read it sum time.

and maybe Zso would want to read my other draft sumtime, the one i took to final copy. Fuzz was constantly telling me in classics how he keep calling you a communist, so it features a hobo Austrian, named Koptz, who shows the evil truths of the American ass-town i created, and delivers some random jumbled communist ideas. anyway.

not that either of them would be reading this LJ. i wouldnt care if they did or didnt. they are welcome to my domain if they want. and who knows, maybe one of the incredibly few people who actually read this will point them in the direction of this excessively long and boring entry.

Anywayz, i'm going to fuck off now ppls, and call Helen, and maybe regain some happiness or other. Take care.
~Pete

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 22:12:33 GMT

i just think drinking is stupid. not as stupid as smoking, but getting there. and the guys wonder why i make excuses for not coming to their drinking parties.
~P

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 10:11:29 GMT

So, my dad walks in, sees me, and sez "Let me have a look at your eyes". Ok, so apparently my eyes were hardly green anymore due to the black bit being so big. So shoot me. And after taking all these questions of my health very humourously, my dad asked me if i was taking any drugs...

Yeah, so, anyway. Which i'm not. Tho was funny all the less. Maybe it just have to do with the eye which is half swollen being balanced by the otha eye? And I did think it was odd, as I gazed into the sliver plated looking glass, the whirligig working war against my teeth, that in the reflection of my face, I didst see in the reflection of my eyes the reflection of myself oncemore. Freaky. But anyway, my head isn't hurting or anything. If you see a report of random coll boy falling into coma in sleep sometime soon, might be me. Have MRI scan on Thursday anyway, to see if anything truely wrong. Actually, i do have a small headache. Anyway.

As I was bending down on one leg (the other incapacitated in a support sleeve), to scoop up my "pile" of clothes from the kitchen floor, I did spot a needle resting beside my foot. "Oh hello Mr Needle. No, I am most mistaken. Miss Needle, didst tho wish to embed yourself in my foot this evening?" She didn't reply. But i did pick her up and put her by the window sill. Maybe she can see some attractive hay floating past that she can get lost in.

Stay cool
~Pete

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 07:23:30 GMT

Ok. Flying to Auckland 2moro for St Cuthberts Ball. Penguin suit looks good and fits well. So incredibly burdened with work that I don't really have time to take the weekend off. Test Monday, then 3 week practical begins as well. And then test Thursday, Friday etc. May scife off interval pd 3 and lunch to see professor friend of mum about my bio practical. other than that, take care. hope everything is going good *huggles all*, adios. ...and i'm spent.:P
~Pete

Tagage

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 13:25:49 GMT

Yes, late at night. Or morning. wateva. don't care. am enjoying self. talking to people, poker, and music. i can't feel my toes. and yes, that is thru my socks. right, so...i answered this taggage earlier today, but stupid fucking pc's and their shortsightedness. the page changed, and i lost it all, just as i was about to post. pieces of crap. and thank god i'm not posting thru school, or trying to send an email out. stupid screwy fucking email filter. we're students, we swear like buggery. understand that! and i just got told 3 more bombs in london. the terrorists finally got their shit sorted. that's how you inspire fear. not just once and hiding like cowards. but doing it repeatedly. will they strike again? the poor commuters ask themselves. ok, smoke from 1 station and shootings at 2 others. i do sympathise with every1 affected tho, and all injured. it was just unlucky that they had to get caught up in this political religious warfare. and if anything, the UK, and america again soon "had it coming"

Anyway, tagged by adept_starsong

10 Celebrities I Would Most Definitely Have Sex With:

1.Kirsten Dunst. Any self respecting teenage guy would not pass up a chance with her. I mean....hot.
2.Julia Stiles. Ooo, yeah. I like her. Need I say more?
3.Jodie Foster. She looks good, and I respect her so much as an actress. The amount she does for each role.
4.Rachel Weisz. Yeah. Like her.
5.Clea Duvall. So hot. So very hot. Eva seen "But I'm a cheerleader"? yep. nice. I don't know, there is just something about her face and the way it is. plus hot bod
6.Jorja Fox. Same face as above. Like a lot
7.Shannyn Sossamon. ....oooo. need i say more? (A knights tale, and 40 days and 40nights, her first 2 movies eva)
8.Jennifer Love Hewit. Same as Kirsten Dunst. And she has that "You wanna do something to me? I dare you!" look. if that makes sense.(yes, i am sick of this after writing it out for a second time)
9.Rachel Leigh Cook. Tres hot
10.Neve Campbell. ...need i say more? so incredibly hot.

and yes, i am spent. and...i'll tag every1 on my list, except starsong, obviously, who betta get betta soon! *heaps in chocolate*. um...yeliah_whiskey and hair_clip, wheneva you get back, hope you had a good trip, and chibi_ultimecia, now that you have rejoined us.

~Pete